chart 13, Greatset mystery

There are a lot of mysteries in the World. People who live in the world admire the mysteries
of nature that they see and hear. They even worship nature and they aren't aware
of the fountain of Truth.

Everything in nature expresses God's creation. We can see the colors in everything. How beautiful are the harmony of colors! We can see the glare of the wild ocean. I also think the confusion allowed by God. It expresses the mystery in Truth.

The people who live in the world see everything God has made, but they don't have grateful hearts. Our impure hearts were made to not realize anything even our errors. Of course, I also didn't realize the Truth nor did give thanks to God. But now I have found the greatest beauty and mystery. Great mystery is people who God has made.

And then greatest and beauty mystery is just Jesus Christ, the son of the might God.

chart 12- the dream

I went up the stairs, but I didn't know where it was or why I was here but I had to walk up the stairs continually without wearing shoes. When I looked below the way I passed, everything disappeared.

A moment after wards, I entered a path of beautiful bushes. There were lots of beautiful birds, beautiful flowers and theirs happy tweeting. All parrots sang like this, "Keep going!" "Praise the Lord continually!" "Don't lose hope!" What they shouted made me think it was importan to write what they said down on my wrist. It was very happy for me to walk.

When I continued to walk, suddenly beautiful path disappeared and I was walking through on
a rough ground. There were enclosed by thorns and darkness. I was able to move because
I felt that something was bound my feet. My feet were scraped and so was my body. I felt severe loneness and pain, I was getting nervous. My heart filled up with wrath and I was
tired. I lost hope. I couldn't understand that why I was here. I shouted out to myself that I only wanted to walk beautiful path, I don't like to walk this path! I knew that I had to praise to the Lord in the midst of any circumstances but it was not easy. I desired to praise to the Lord….

Finally I decided to praise to the Lord, as soon as the shackles on feet set free and I was standing the glary light. At that time someone called my name! "Joy!!"…..

"Joy wake up!" my cute cousin Ha Eun awoke me smiling face. It was just a dream.

"I will always praise my Lord, Jesus Christ! Oh, Lord! Let me praise you in any circumstances and on a rough path, protect my heart until You will return soon!"

The circus

I used to watch the circus on TV when I was young. Sometimes there appeared some animals for feat.

The lion, the king of all animals, showed a feat of rings. After finishing the feat, circus's master gave the lion some raw meat. The monkeys spun lots of saucers very quickly and they brought some cookies following the master's order. The heavy elephants caught the hugs ball.

They were broken by people, maybe people beat very often, they had to enter the cage, as soon as the circus ended. And then they ached all over.

After I met Jesus Christ; I realized that God doesn't like this. When I think about "creation's groans" for our sins, my heart is very sad.

Thanks giving day.

Mr. kim and two brothers were broiling turkey for Thanks giving day. Everyone was thrilled with joy because it was the first time to have hanks giving day all together. Eunice decorated the hallway in the house with curled ribbons and Grace lit the candles brightly.

At that time Joy and shalom were taking about something in the kitchen. Joy said, “Shalom, do not put a lot of soy sauce. It’s special day.” Shalom said “Don’t worry, I already knew that I’m going to put three spoons of soy sauce.” Joy said “I’ll trust you, let me just mix the flour slowly, the Lord will do it through us” Becky was chalking a message on the wall and she chalked, “Jesus is worth dying for.”

At night, there town was calm. Judy said “Every one come and let’s start!”
They gathered and praised the Lord, they thanks God and prayer to stand firm on His grace.

The frequently used English words used 95.
There is 95 words that used frequntly English words in my composition.

I will be prepared for next Saturday.

This Saturday, we also did the practice for worship. When I arrived, there are our worship teams even with new member that he is playing the guitar in Sanctuary. He is H’s who the youth of our teams and she also the guitar player father. ‘Why doesn’t brother G who he has served as the guitar player for a short time come in this practice without any comment?’ I thought to myself.

I hoped that he who H’s father will join as a worshiper for a long time. This week the practice song was a little bit hard to me even I thought that how come is it hard to pronounce the English word after we practiced to pronounce the English word more and more? When I sang the worship song, my pronunciation was very confusion.

After we finished our worship practice, our team leader pastor B talked about next Saturday. She told us that our worship team, everyone would have time for fellowship next Saturday. When I’ve heard about it, I thought that is it chance to give the Lord? Anyway, I didn’t imagine about any situation next Saturday but my heart was full with expectation. I wanted to prepare about next Saturday even I must prepare about the Day. ^^;


I’ve often missed the good opportunity to share with some foreigner because of my poor English and my unprepared heart. As I am learning English more and more, I discovered that it some strange about my English level because when I meet some people, I almost didn’t talk with them, I can’t adapt and remember any English grammar. So, I don’t want to miss the good opportunity to giving from God. How do I prepare about next Saturday?
First of all I am able to pray for the day and I am able to write about my story even I will have to memorize about it.
Can you guess what will happen something next Saterday?

About my Calling

I watched that “A Cry from Iran” in class this week. I’ve wanted to watch about it for a long time. I got to know this movie when I served at Gang-ju Intercessory prayer school. At that time, I’ve heard concretely about persecution churches in the world, after I’ve known about it, I grew to pray for persecution churches. It made me be eagerly. Even though when I’ve read the book ‘Light Force’, my heart had the shock and to be eagerly more and more toward God’s lovely saints who is persecuted from heathen. ‘A Cry from Iran’ made me think about God’s Calling and the people who gave the forgiveness through the cross.

I had thinks a lot of things about God’s kingdom and my life. I thought that "what is difference, persecuted Christian and normal Christian?" "How do I live for the glorious day as a person who gave the forgiveness?" I really want to live in no way be ashamed before the Lord, my savior but I don’t know about the persecution in my life, now. I have perfect free as a believer. “Oh, Lord, I don’t know fear of persecution.” I felt that my life very normal more than persecution Christian.

But as soon as God made me think about His calling toward me and His perfect body.
It seemed that God told to me this like that “Joy, you are my servant and just I called you. It enough! Do you want to live in no way be ashamed before me? Well, you must be sincerity to your position before Me. It is just your works.”

I am the body of Christ and a part of God’s body (1 Co 12:27) and God arranged me in His body, just as he wanted me to be (1 Co 12:18). It is just World Mobile Missionary.
Even when I read the book- Light Force, I also felt about it. Because persecution Christian was very strong and faithful in the Lord, of course they always need to help from in the world churches even them very weak in themselves. At that time also God mead my mind be refresh in His calling. “Is your heart eagerly toward persecution Christian? Well, Use your life for helping oppressed even as a voice of God’s kingdom.”

I am a World Mobil Missionary; I will have to be prepared God’s day through the Gospel and Pray, finally through the Cross. It is my calling as a God’s body. When I am sincerity before the Lord God will complete His glorious work through His body end I will meet His beautiful servants in heaven soon. So, I have to study hard even practice pronunciation hard too as a God’s body, and I pray for our body and the Day.

I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. Php 1:2

This is our confession.

This week was also very busy because of we’ve made special time with Miss K, M, H who they are a teachers that we served as a class- aids at G elementary school last month in our house.

So we prepared some food and these times for the visitor. I made chicken boiled in soy, it was just first time to make so, it took me a long time to cook lunch. But God led me to pray for these times and them about three times so, I prayed for about it because I have no idea for our special meeting even I’ve wanted to have good time in Jesus Christ but I thought that I can’t express my heart and my thought in English very well, so How can I even we do for them and these times? I became a little bit worry about it. At that time God made me to think about to pray!
I’ve thought that I couldn’t anything for these times so, I was able to pray so eagerly.
God has done his great things through the prayer. During preparing for lunch I was able to see God’s led us by His hands. It was very exciting to feel to His leading us into His grace ways.
So we had very good time in Jesus, we gave thanks to the Lord all together through these times.

And then I had to go to church for the worship practicing until P.M 6 o’clock but I thought that it is so early to go to church because most of worshipers were late so I had to wait them until they came in church. So finally I decided that I would go to the church a little bit late and then I went to the church a little bit late. But when I arrived at church with light heart, there were all of worship team in church even they were waiting me. ‘Wow~ what happened!!!’

As soon as I was discovered to Pastor B of ore team leader, she was a short greeting this like “Hi~ miss Joy” and then she stood up for starting the practice. It was not easy to sing to first song because it was so fast and it has a lot sentence even though she asked me to sing the high tone. Although I had to sing high tone but I shouted to myself “It’s not my voice~~”

Wow~~~ Almost worship songs of this week was very hard so after finished practicing, I had to practice more and more in our home. When I practiced worship song in my room, I was able to realize about the worship theme of this week even to feel that her who our worship team leader was shouting toward the Lord. She was confessing this like that my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name when I’m laughing even when I’m grieving, still I will say that we’re going to serve the Lord- It is the song’s sentence.

Though it was difficult to sing but these songs were confession so beautiful toward our God.
Maybe she seemed to have some prayer requests even I knew that her mother was in the hospital now, so she asked us to pray for her mom. I couldn’t understand some expressions that why her mom had to go into hospital. It confessed her heart toward God even it became to confess for me. We must to worship to God all day long. I became to hope that God will do great things more and more. I will pray for God’s people whom whenever they confess to choose to say that Lord, l blessed be your name even me.