Mr. kim and two brothers were broiling turkey for Thanks giving day. Everyone was thrilled with joy because it was the first time to have hanks giving day all together. Eunice decorated the hallway in the house with curled ribbons and Grace lit the candles brightly.
At that time Joy and shalom were taking about something in the kitchen. Joy said, “Shalom, do not put a lot of soy sauce. It’s special day.” Shalom said “Don’t worry, I already knew that I’m going to put three spoons of soy sauce.” Joy said “I’ll trust you, let me just mix the flour slowly, the Lord will do it through us” Becky was chalking a message on the wall and she chalked, “Jesus is worth dying for.”
At night, there town was calm. Judy said “Every one come and let’s start!”
They gathered and praised the Lord, they thanks God and prayer to stand firm on His grace.
The frequently used English words used 95.
There is 95 words that used frequntly English words in my composition.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
I will be prepared for next Saturday.
This Saturday, we also did the practice for worship. When I arrived, there are our worship teams even with new member that he is playing the guitar in Sanctuary. He is H’s who the youth of our teams and she also the guitar player father. ‘Why doesn’t brother G who he has served as the guitar player for a short time come in this practice without any comment?’ I thought to myself.
I hoped that he who H’s father will join as a worshiper for a long time. This week the practice song was a little bit hard to me even I thought that how come is it hard to pronounce the English word after we practiced to pronounce the English word more and more? When I sang the worship song, my pronunciation was very confusion.
After we finished our worship practice, our team leader pastor B talked about next Saturday. She told us that our worship team, everyone would have time for fellowship next Saturday. When I’ve heard about it, I thought that is it chance to give the Lord? Anyway, I didn’t imagine about any situation next Saturday but my heart was full with expectation. I wanted to prepare about next Saturday even I must prepare about the Day. ^^;
I’ve often missed the good opportunity to share with some foreigner because of my poor English and my unprepared heart. As I am learning English more and more, I discovered that it some strange about my English level because when I meet some people, I almost didn’t talk with them, I can’t adapt and remember any English grammar. So, I don’t want to miss the good opportunity to giving from God. How do I prepare about next Saturday?
First of all I am able to pray for the day and I am able to write about my story even I will have to memorize about it.
Can you guess what will happen something next Saterday?
I hoped that he who H’s father will join as a worshiper for a long time. This week the practice song was a little bit hard to me even I thought that how come is it hard to pronounce the English word after we practiced to pronounce the English word more and more? When I sang the worship song, my pronunciation was very confusion.
After we finished our worship practice, our team leader pastor B talked about next Saturday. She told us that our worship team, everyone would have time for fellowship next Saturday. When I’ve heard about it, I thought that is it chance to give the Lord? Anyway, I didn’t imagine about any situation next Saturday but my heart was full with expectation. I wanted to prepare about next Saturday even I must prepare about the Day. ^^;
I’ve often missed the good opportunity to share with some foreigner because of my poor English and my unprepared heart. As I am learning English more and more, I discovered that it some strange about my English level because when I meet some people, I almost didn’t talk with them, I can’t adapt and remember any English grammar. So, I don’t want to miss the good opportunity to giving from God. How do I prepare about next Saturday?
First of all I am able to pray for the day and I am able to write about my story even I will have to memorize about it.
Can you guess what will happen something next Saterday?
Saturday, September 19, 2009
About my Calling
I watched that “A Cry from Iran” in class this week. I’ve wanted to watch about it for a long time. I got to know this movie when I served at Gang-ju Intercessory prayer school. At that time, I’ve heard concretely about persecution churches in the world, after I’ve known about it, I grew to pray for persecution churches. It made me be eagerly. Even though when I’ve read the book ‘Light Force’, my heart had the shock and to be eagerly more and more toward God’s lovely saints who is persecuted from heathen. ‘A Cry from Iran’ made me think about God’s Calling and the people who gave the forgiveness through the cross.
I had thinks a lot of things about God’s kingdom and my life. I thought that "what is difference, persecuted Christian and normal Christian?" "How do I live for the glorious day as a person who gave the forgiveness?" I really want to live in no way be ashamed before the Lord, my savior but I don’t know about the persecution in my life, now. I have perfect free as a believer. “Oh, Lord, I don’t know fear of persecution.” I felt that my life very normal more than persecution Christian.
But as soon as God made me think about His calling toward me and His perfect body.
It seemed that God told to me this like that “Joy, you are my servant and just I called you. It enough! Do you want to live in no way be ashamed before me? Well, you must be sincerity to your position before Me. It is just your works.”
I am the body of Christ and a part of God’s body (1 Co 12:27) and God arranged me in His body, just as he wanted me to be (1 Co 12:18). It is just World Mobile Missionary.
Even when I read the book- Light Force, I also felt about it. Because persecution Christian was very strong and faithful in the Lord, of course they always need to help from in the world churches even them very weak in themselves. At that time also God mead my mind be refresh in His calling. “Is your heart eagerly toward persecution Christian? Well, Use your life for helping oppressed even as a voice of God’s kingdom.”
I am a World Mobil Missionary; I will have to be prepared God’s day through the Gospel and Pray, finally through the Cross. It is my calling as a God’s body. When I am sincerity before the Lord God will complete His glorious work through His body end I will meet His beautiful servants in heaven soon. So, I have to study hard even practice pronunciation hard too as a God’s body, and I pray for our body and the Day.
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. Php 1:2
I had thinks a lot of things about God’s kingdom and my life. I thought that "what is difference, persecuted Christian and normal Christian?" "How do I live for the glorious day as a person who gave the forgiveness?" I really want to live in no way be ashamed before the Lord, my savior but I don’t know about the persecution in my life, now. I have perfect free as a believer. “Oh, Lord, I don’t know fear of persecution.” I felt that my life very normal more than persecution Christian.
But as soon as God made me think about His calling toward me and His perfect body.
It seemed that God told to me this like that “Joy, you are my servant and just I called you. It enough! Do you want to live in no way be ashamed before me? Well, you must be sincerity to your position before Me. It is just your works.”
I am the body of Christ and a part of God’s body (1 Co 12:27) and God arranged me in His body, just as he wanted me to be (1 Co 12:18). It is just World Mobile Missionary.
Even when I read the book- Light Force, I also felt about it. Because persecution Christian was very strong and faithful in the Lord, of course they always need to help from in the world churches even them very weak in themselves. At that time also God mead my mind be refresh in His calling. “Is your heart eagerly toward persecution Christian? Well, Use your life for helping oppressed even as a voice of God’s kingdom.”
I am a World Mobil Missionary; I will have to be prepared God’s day through the Gospel and Pray, finally through the Cross. It is my calling as a God’s body. When I am sincerity before the Lord God will complete His glorious work through His body end I will meet His beautiful servants in heaven soon. So, I have to study hard even practice pronunciation hard too as a God’s body, and I pray for our body and the Day.
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. Php 1:2
Sunday, September 13, 2009
This is our confession.
This week was also very busy because of we’ve made special time with Miss K, M, H who they are a teachers that we served as a class- aids at G elementary school last month in our house.
So we prepared some food and these times for the visitor. I made chicken boiled in soy, it was just first time to make so, it took me a long time to cook lunch. But God led me to pray for these times and them about three times so, I prayed for about it because I have no idea for our special meeting even I’ve wanted to have good time in Jesus Christ but I thought that I can’t express my heart and my thought in English very well, so How can I even we do for them and these times? I became a little bit worry about it. At that time God made me to think about to pray!
I’ve thought that I couldn’t anything for these times so, I was able to pray so eagerly.
God has done his great things through the prayer. During preparing for lunch I was able to see God’s led us by His hands. It was very exciting to feel to His leading us into His grace ways.
So we had very good time in Jesus, we gave thanks to the Lord all together through these times.
And then I had to go to church for the worship practicing until P.M 6 o’clock but I thought that it is so early to go to church because most of worshipers were late so I had to wait them until they came in church. So finally I decided that I would go to the church a little bit late and then I went to the church a little bit late. But when I arrived at church with light heart, there were all of worship team in church even they were waiting me. ‘Wow~ what happened!!!’
As soon as I was discovered to Pastor B of ore team leader, she was a short greeting this like “Hi~ miss Joy” and then she stood up for starting the practice. It was not easy to sing to first song because it was so fast and it has a lot sentence even though she asked me to sing the high tone. Although I had to sing high tone but I shouted to myself “It’s not my voice~~”
Wow~~~ Almost worship songs of this week was very hard so after finished practicing, I had to practice more and more in our home. When I practiced worship song in my room, I was able to realize about the worship theme of this week even to feel that her who our worship team leader was shouting toward the Lord. She was confessing this like that my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name when I’m laughing even when I’m grieving, still I will say that we’re going to serve the Lord- It is the song’s sentence.
Though it was difficult to sing but these songs were confession so beautiful toward our God.
Maybe she seemed to have some prayer requests even I knew that her mother was in the hospital now, so she asked us to pray for her mom. I couldn’t understand some expressions that why her mom had to go into hospital. It confessed her heart toward God even it became to confess for me. We must to worship to God all day long. I became to hope that God will do great things more and more. I will pray for God’s people whom whenever they confess to choose to say that Lord, l blessed be your name even me.
So we prepared some food and these times for the visitor. I made chicken boiled in soy, it was just first time to make so, it took me a long time to cook lunch. But God led me to pray for these times and them about three times so, I prayed for about it because I have no idea for our special meeting even I’ve wanted to have good time in Jesus Christ but I thought that I can’t express my heart and my thought in English very well, so How can I even we do for them and these times? I became a little bit worry about it. At that time God made me to think about to pray!
I’ve thought that I couldn’t anything for these times so, I was able to pray so eagerly.
God has done his great things through the prayer. During preparing for lunch I was able to see God’s led us by His hands. It was very exciting to feel to His leading us into His grace ways.
So we had very good time in Jesus, we gave thanks to the Lord all together through these times.
And then I had to go to church for the worship practicing until P.M 6 o’clock but I thought that it is so early to go to church because most of worshipers were late so I had to wait them until they came in church. So finally I decided that I would go to the church a little bit late and then I went to the church a little bit late. But when I arrived at church with light heart, there were all of worship team in church even they were waiting me. ‘Wow~ what happened!!!’
As soon as I was discovered to Pastor B of ore team leader, she was a short greeting this like “Hi~ miss Joy” and then she stood up for starting the practice. It was not easy to sing to first song because it was so fast and it has a lot sentence even though she asked me to sing the high tone. Although I had to sing high tone but I shouted to myself “It’s not my voice~~”
Wow~~~ Almost worship songs of this week was very hard so after finished practicing, I had to practice more and more in our home. When I practiced worship song in my room, I was able to realize about the worship theme of this week even to feel that her who our worship team leader was shouting toward the Lord. She was confessing this like that my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name when I’m laughing even when I’m grieving, still I will say that we’re going to serve the Lord- It is the song’s sentence.
Though it was difficult to sing but these songs were confession so beautiful toward our God.
Maybe she seemed to have some prayer requests even I knew that her mother was in the hospital now, so she asked us to pray for her mom. I couldn’t understand some expressions that why her mom had to go into hospital. It confessed her heart toward God even it became to confess for me. We must to worship to God all day long. I became to hope that God will do great things more and more. I will pray for God’s people whom whenever they confess to choose to say that Lord, l blessed be your name even me.
Our teacher is a conductor.
I have been feeling that this week was also so fast.
From I arrived on Saipan, I have been feeling that the time passed so fast.
I’ve thought that this week would be some special week because it just became to start the second term to this week. ^^; Yah, this week was so special because my teacher became a conductor.
We had time that phonic practicing during this week. Wow~ it was very hard because my tongue has became hard as a stone even my lip got a wound so it was so hurt when I practiced about it.
“Why has my tongue become hard?” Sometimes I couldn’t understand that how do my tongue do? When we were learned about the pronunciation from our teacher miss Judy, She shouted to us that complete sentence! Complete pronunciation!!! Flowing!!! And then she started to conduct us, we were like an orchestra. When I found that her gesture, my tongue was very busy and a little bit painful but she has conducted toward us with a smile and light hands as a feather but the orchestra wasn’t tuning yet.
This week, my teacher’s conduct was memorable things to me.
Her conduct felt softly but very strong. I want to be orchestra member for the glory of the Lord and the day. I really want to share my good news with another people but it felt not easy as time go on. It is like to stand in front of big mountain. I know that it is just feeling, I have to choose the faith. Yes, Lord!
God has made me continually to remember that to obey is better than sacrifice.The obedience is not the meaning to be perfect or well it trust in Him and to offer up myself according to the word of God. I want to be faithful toward my Lord more and more like Him but I know the cross.
Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or the left, that may be successful wherever you go. (Joshua 1:7)
Teach me your way, O Lord; lead me in a straight path because of my oppressors.
Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, for false witnesses rise up against me, breathing out violence. I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord! Ps 27:11-14
From I arrived on Saipan, I have been feeling that the time passed so fast.
I’ve thought that this week would be some special week because it just became to start the second term to this week. ^^; Yah, this week was so special because my teacher became a conductor.
We had time that phonic practicing during this week. Wow~ it was very hard because my tongue has became hard as a stone even my lip got a wound so it was so hurt when I practiced about it.
“Why has my tongue become hard?” Sometimes I couldn’t understand that how do my tongue do? When we were learned about the pronunciation from our teacher miss Judy, She shouted to us that complete sentence! Complete pronunciation!!! Flowing!!! And then she started to conduct us, we were like an orchestra. When I found that her gesture, my tongue was very busy and a little bit painful but she has conducted toward us with a smile and light hands as a feather but the orchestra wasn’t tuning yet.
This week, my teacher’s conduct was memorable things to me.
Her conduct felt softly but very strong. I want to be orchestra member for the glory of the Lord and the day. I really want to share my good news with another people but it felt not easy as time go on. It is like to stand in front of big mountain. I know that it is just feeling, I have to choose the faith. Yes, Lord!
God has made me continually to remember that to obey is better than sacrifice.The obedience is not the meaning to be perfect or well it trust in Him and to offer up myself according to the word of God. I want to be faithful toward my Lord more and more like Him but I know the cross.
Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or the left, that may be successful wherever you go. (Joshua 1:7)
Teach me your way, O Lord; lead me in a straight path because of my oppressors.
Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, for false witnesses rise up against me, breathing out violence. I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord! Ps 27:11-14
Monday, September 7, 2009
As I end six months.
My son, do not forget my teaching but keep my commands in your heart Ps 3:1
I remember when I heard that I would go to Saipan for studying English. When I heard this news, I was surprised that “What happen to me?” This news gave in my heart the expectation and the glad toward newness but also the confusion and a little bit worry that “can I study English well? And what does God want me? I don’t understand God’s calling yet.” But God has made me to expect God’s grace plans even God gave his promise words;
Ezra 1:3, 4
Anyone of his people among you- may his God be with him and let him go up to Jerusalem in Judah and build the temple of the Lord, the God of Israel, the God who is in Jerusalem. And the people of any place where survivors may now be living are to provide him with silver and gold, with goods and livestock, and with freewill offerings foe the temple of God in Jerusalem.
God has made me to meditate that it was building the temple of the Lord to go on Saipan and study English so, God promised me to fill every things to build the temple of the Lord; wisdom, money , daily bread, strength… even life because it works of God for the glory of God.
The Lord moved the heart of me through these verses but sometimes I’ve distrusted that were it really my promise words?
The life of Saipan has begun even study English too and then it was very fresh experiences and fun time. We have received a lot of God’s gifts through God’s people who serve God and live on Saipan; GNC’s saints, G*A…- they have been giving the love, the encouragements and the prayer to us.
But it was not easy for me to study English and be Saipan’s new life-WSA course especially it was driven to discourage for me to catch up English study that without the basis of English study by myself. So, I couldn’t concentrate my mind but we have had worship times and prayer times almost every day and then God has always talked me that just trust Him and wait His perfect plan in His faithful through His word and every situation. I have heard that God’s words but it wasn’t reality in my life and in my thinks because I felt that my English grade and my life of faith didn’t grow up even I also didn’t expect about it .
Then I compared with my brothers and I felt envy of them by myself. It made me so tired. I praised the Lord and read the Bible every day even I am a World Mobile Missionary who is called by God for the serving and the unity of the reviver of God’s kingdom and the completion of great commission. Even I’ve preached and confessed that God is possible every things He didn’t know impossible but it became the pain to myself because I distrusted about His almighty even this verse that everything is possible for Him who believes(Ma 9:23).
The times of Saipan were not only very beautiful, joyful end thankful but also the confusion more and more. After all it was great times to be examine on my life of faith that “Was it reality to be my preaching and my confession even my Gospel for me?”
Finally God has done His perfect works through these six months in Saipan even Rota Out-reach. My sins haven’t keep God’s promise words in my heart among every time, every situation. I’ve chosen me who like foolish-phenomenon- as a reality more than the truth.
Some sat in darkness and the deepest gloom, prisoners suffering in iron chains, for they had rebelled against the word of God and despised the counsel of the Most High. Ps 107:10, 11
A-men!! When I haven’t kept the word of God as a reality in my life, when I haven’t believed just my Lord, Jesus on the cross, my life could not do nothing but confusing and the deepest.
I realized that these times was like fail to me but God used as a God’s consuming fire to my heart even God is continually doing His great works in His unfailing love.
Even I’ve realized while I was writing this essay that I have forgotten God’s promise; Ezra 1:3, 4 but God has accomplished His promise for Himself- in spite of my distrust; Is it really my promise words? It was very surprised!!
God gave grace opportunity; we became to stay on Saipan for second term of WSA once again.
“What does God want me to do during second term of WSA?”
“Why does He allow these times to me?”
Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Pr 3:3
I and we will have to run to be The Day through English on Saipan for the reviver of God’s kingdom and the completion of great commission.
Oh, Lord, keep watch over my heart by your great word for Your glory until The Day.
I remember when I heard that I would go to Saipan for studying English. When I heard this news, I was surprised that “What happen to me?” This news gave in my heart the expectation and the glad toward newness but also the confusion and a little bit worry that “can I study English well? And what does God want me? I don’t understand God’s calling yet.” But God has made me to expect God’s grace plans even God gave his promise words;
Ezra 1:3, 4
Anyone of his people among you- may his God be with him and let him go up to Jerusalem in Judah and build the temple of the Lord, the God of Israel, the God who is in Jerusalem. And the people of any place where survivors may now be living are to provide him with silver and gold, with goods and livestock, and with freewill offerings foe the temple of God in Jerusalem.
God has made me to meditate that it was building the temple of the Lord to go on Saipan and study English so, God promised me to fill every things to build the temple of the Lord; wisdom, money , daily bread, strength… even life because it works of God for the glory of God.
The Lord moved the heart of me through these verses but sometimes I’ve distrusted that were it really my promise words?
The life of Saipan has begun even study English too and then it was very fresh experiences and fun time. We have received a lot of God’s gifts through God’s people who serve God and live on Saipan; GNC’s saints, G*A…- they have been giving the love, the encouragements and the prayer to us.
But it was not easy for me to study English and be Saipan’s new life-WSA course especially it was driven to discourage for me to catch up English study that without the basis of English study by myself. So, I couldn’t concentrate my mind but we have had worship times and prayer times almost every day and then God has always talked me that just trust Him and wait His perfect plan in His faithful through His word and every situation. I have heard that God’s words but it wasn’t reality in my life and in my thinks because I felt that my English grade and my life of faith didn’t grow up even I also didn’t expect about it .
Then I compared with my brothers and I felt envy of them by myself. It made me so tired. I praised the Lord and read the Bible every day even I am a World Mobile Missionary who is called by God for the serving and the unity of the reviver of God’s kingdom and the completion of great commission. Even I’ve preached and confessed that God is possible every things He didn’t know impossible but it became the pain to myself because I distrusted about His almighty even this verse that everything is possible for Him who believes(Ma 9:23).
The times of Saipan were not only very beautiful, joyful end thankful but also the confusion more and more. After all it was great times to be examine on my life of faith that “Was it reality to be my preaching and my confession even my Gospel for me?”
Finally God has done His perfect works through these six months in Saipan even Rota Out-reach. My sins haven’t keep God’s promise words in my heart among every time, every situation. I’ve chosen me who like foolish-phenomenon- as a reality more than the truth.
Some sat in darkness and the deepest gloom, prisoners suffering in iron chains, for they had rebelled against the word of God and despised the counsel of the Most High. Ps 107:10, 11
A-men!! When I haven’t kept the word of God as a reality in my life, when I haven’t believed just my Lord, Jesus on the cross, my life could not do nothing but confusing and the deepest.
I realized that these times was like fail to me but God used as a God’s consuming fire to my heart even God is continually doing His great works in His unfailing love.
Even I’ve realized while I was writing this essay that I have forgotten God’s promise; Ezra 1:3, 4 but God has accomplished His promise for Himself- in spite of my distrust; Is it really my promise words? It was very surprised!!
God gave grace opportunity; we became to stay on Saipan for second term of WSA once again.
“What does God want me to do during second term of WSA?”
“Why does He allow these times to me?”
Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Pr 3:3
I and we will have to run to be The Day through English on Saipan for the reviver of God’s kingdom and the completion of great commission.
Oh, Lord, keep watch over my heart by your great word for Your glory until The Day.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Dear. our leader of the worship team
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. (Ps 4:23)
Dear, Pastor B.
Hi, pastor B. This is Joy.
I’m sure that God will be done His grace works through your obedience- this week's sermon for His loving the church. Hallelujah!
Pastor, I just felt to write to you in God’s grace because I thought to say “I’m so sorry” even my Lord, Jesus. Before I wrote this litter, I repented of my not good heart to my Lord, Jesus. I finished some sharing with you. I felt the shame heart in Jesus Christ because tonight I didn’t guard my heart when our worship practicing time even I acted on my not good feeling. It wasn’t like a Christian. I realized too late that it was just God’s permission toward me. I’ve already known that I must praise to the Lord all day long when my heart is full of glad(joy) and my heart is full of sad even I can’t understand God’s plan, works. I’ve often confessed that oh, Lord I can praise you all day long even when I meet not good situations that can’t praise you. So today God wants me to teach (rebukes) that my thinks and act not came from faith- I didn’t keep my heart from willful sins.
So I want to share with you who the leader of our worship team even God wants me to share with about my haughty spirit. It was not problems of difference of culture it was just the problem of my hearts.
You know, when I became to serve as a worshiper of Grace church, God taught about my calling-it is God’s promise words. God called me as a servant who Naman’s wife (2Kings5) and the priest who carried the ark of the convent of the Lord (Joshua 3).
I’m just servant of my Lord; God. I just have to stand firm God’s grace promises.
Oh, pastor, God has done that His great things in our life every time even tonight though we are faithless. I hope that God will do great things through the serving the worship team.
Could you pray for me? I’m sure that you will pray for me and God’s church.
I often forget things that God taught to me, so tonight happening also I have to take it in my heart. I also thanks for your hearing about my thinks. Tonight you were asking me to be sharing also God used for God's great things. Thanks you in Jesus.
I will stand firm God’s grace during serving the church also until the day that Jesus who our savior coming soon with you and His church.
I love you and your lovely family (especially your cute daughter^^ even our sister’s with)
Thank you and I will pray for you and your family for the glory of God in His grace.
See you soon in His rejoice of salvation.
In Jesus Christ, Joy of God^^:
Dear, Pastor B.
Hi, pastor B. This is Joy.
I’m sure that God will be done His grace works through your obedience- this week's sermon for His loving the church. Hallelujah!
Pastor, I just felt to write to you in God’s grace because I thought to say “I’m so sorry” even my Lord, Jesus. Before I wrote this litter, I repented of my not good heart to my Lord, Jesus. I finished some sharing with you. I felt the shame heart in Jesus Christ because tonight I didn’t guard my heart when our worship practicing time even I acted on my not good feeling. It wasn’t like a Christian. I realized too late that it was just God’s permission toward me. I’ve already known that I must praise to the Lord all day long when my heart is full of glad(joy) and my heart is full of sad even I can’t understand God’s plan, works. I’ve often confessed that oh, Lord I can praise you all day long even when I meet not good situations that can’t praise you. So today God wants me to teach (rebukes) that my thinks and act not came from faith- I didn’t keep my heart from willful sins.
So I want to share with you who the leader of our worship team even God wants me to share with about my haughty spirit. It was not problems of difference of culture it was just the problem of my hearts.
You know, when I became to serve as a worshiper of Grace church, God taught about my calling-it is God’s promise words. God called me as a servant who Naman’s wife (2Kings5) and the priest who carried the ark of the convent of the Lord (Joshua 3).
I’m just servant of my Lord; God. I just have to stand firm God’s grace promises.
Oh, pastor, God has done that His great things in our life every time even tonight though we are faithless. I hope that God will do great things through the serving the worship team.
Could you pray for me? I’m sure that you will pray for me and God’s church.
I often forget things that God taught to me, so tonight happening also I have to take it in my heart. I also thanks for your hearing about my thinks. Tonight you were asking me to be sharing also God used for God's great things. Thanks you in Jesus.
I will stand firm God’s grace during serving the church also until the day that Jesus who our savior coming soon with you and His church.
I love you and your lovely family (especially your cute daughter^^ even our sister’s with)
Thank you and I will pray for you and your family for the glory of God in His grace.
See you soon in His rejoice of salvation.
In Jesus Christ, Joy of God^^:
Friday, September 4, 2009
My first week; second term of WSA
Well, I know that your WSA class started this week how was your first week class?
Yes, this week started WSA second term in His grace and just after finished the serving as class-aids, it was good. On Monday when started class the first time I was a little bit shaking with emotion because the thought came to my mind that the really first class of WSA.
I could remember the first class, after finished first class of WSA’s first day; I was scared more and more about English study because when the first class, our teacher Miss Judy spoke in only English all every time. While I heard about the introduction of WSA, I thought to myself that “what happen? Why does she speak in only English? Does she know about our English grade?”
And then I told to her that I was surprised because you spoke in only English, I didn’t understand everything. At that time Miss Judy who heard my opinion also seemed to be surprised.
After passed about six months on Saipan and then as the start again WSA of second term, we changed a lot of things. God has done a lot of things in our life during the six months.
I still speak in poor English but my English grow up a lot more than before six months.
(It took me a long time to write blog.-.-“)
So, what did you do in your class this week?
We learned about Note taking so, we started Note taking during this week.
Oh, sometimes we watched some movies in class, it was fun and emotion even challenging
What did you receive the promise word for second term of WSA?
The promise word of Second term, first of all I took as the September’s promise word that John 15:4 Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
God has made me continually to remember that the servant of Naaman’s wife and the priest who carried the ark of the convent of the Lord. Maybe I will remember these people during second term of WSA.
And then during passed first week, I was able to remember that the promise word that I received forms God when I would come on Saipan. Ezra 1:3,4 For a long time, I’ve forgot this promise word. The first term of WSA, sometimes I’ve lost my way.
When I remembered these promise words, I realized about the reason that I was able to lose my way. I have to hold God’s promise word in every situation of during second WSA.
What do you want to pray for you?
I often lose my way in any situation; this week also I shook by myself.
I always make effort to do grace things (to pray, to do good thing…) but it sometimes makes me to be tired because I lose something and it just make effort by myself.
So, I want to pay attention only His grace and rest in His grace.
Be still, and know that I am God. (Ps 46:10) I want to experience this God’s word.
Even I must not to despair of my every time I have to hope His grace work and wait for my Lord. I want to my life is orderly way, Pray for me in Jesus.
Yes, this week started WSA second term in His grace and just after finished the serving as class-aids, it was good. On Monday when started class the first time I was a little bit shaking with emotion because the thought came to my mind that the really first class of WSA.
I could remember the first class, after finished first class of WSA’s first day; I was scared more and more about English study because when the first class, our teacher Miss Judy spoke in only English all every time. While I heard about the introduction of WSA, I thought to myself that “what happen? Why does she speak in only English? Does she know about our English grade?”
And then I told to her that I was surprised because you spoke in only English, I didn’t understand everything. At that time Miss Judy who heard my opinion also seemed to be surprised.
After passed about six months on Saipan and then as the start again WSA of second term, we changed a lot of things. God has done a lot of things in our life during the six months.
I still speak in poor English but my English grow up a lot more than before six months.
(It took me a long time to write blog.-.-“)
So, what did you do in your class this week?
We learned about Note taking so, we started Note taking during this week.
Oh, sometimes we watched some movies in class, it was fun and emotion even challenging
What did you receive the promise word for second term of WSA?
The promise word of Second term, first of all I took as the September’s promise word that John 15:4 Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
God has made me continually to remember that the servant of Naaman’s wife and the priest who carried the ark of the convent of the Lord. Maybe I will remember these people during second term of WSA.
And then during passed first week, I was able to remember that the promise word that I received forms God when I would come on Saipan. Ezra 1:3,4 For a long time, I’ve forgot this promise word. The first term of WSA, sometimes I’ve lost my way.
When I remembered these promise words, I realized about the reason that I was able to lose my way. I have to hold God’s promise word in every situation of during second WSA.
What do you want to pray for you?
I often lose my way in any situation; this week also I shook by myself.
I always make effort to do grace things (to pray, to do good thing…) but it sometimes makes me to be tired because I lose something and it just make effort by myself.
So, I want to pay attention only His grace and rest in His grace.
Be still, and know that I am God. (Ps 46:10) I want to experience this God’s word.
Even I must not to despair of my every time I have to hope His grace work and wait for my Lord. I want to my life is orderly way, Pray for me in Jesus.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
She came back.
This week also I went to the church for practice worship.
First of all, I want to express about our every Saturday. ^^;
On Saturday early morning we prayed with the word of God and then we start cleaning in the kitchen all together. After finished kitchen cleaning, we continually clean our room and bathroom each one, even our car-but recently we didn't clean our car- also we do the laundry duty through duty for laundry every Saturday. This week I and Shalom was laundry duty.
After finished these works, I think that "My Saturday passed"
anyway.
And then, after a few hour I went to the church for practice the worship song -recently I went to the church by driving our car. When I arrived the church, I heard that someone called kid and then I saw Azzy(I don't know her name's spell) who pastor F's daughter. "Oh! at long last they came back!" they were just pastor F's wife and his daughter. They went on vacation for about three weeks, I have been missing them because his daughter is so cute!!!
Azzy grew up a lot for one month. She looks like K(kindergarten) 4, 5 student. She has big eye just like her father, She almost same her father.
Before the practice, I talked with pastor B who maybe she is a worship leader of team for a short time. She asked me something that how was our life. For example "How long will it take you to stay on Saipan more?" So, I shared about we served as a class-aids at GCA elementary school for one month. She encouraged us that we learned English very fast. We talked for a very short time but I enjoyed this conversation very much. She told to me that thanks for your team’s serving and then we started practice the worship song. The singer was just me alone.
The practice was a little bit difference as compared with some day. It felt some power trough the meeting. It has not any different except she came back.
After finished our practice we had time for prayer a short time, it was also a little bit different because she heard about some prayer requests and she prayed for about them and then she exchanged greeting with us. She told me and Sarah that Joy and Sarah, thank you for you’re joining with us- I couldn’t remember well that what she said exactly to us.
“Oh, she came back!”
I felt some change in our team, but it just one month to serve the worship team so; I know that it was too early to say to a conclusion. But it gave some glad to me but I never expected some person. I only hope our Lord, Jesus Christ who he reign everything, continually.
When this Sunday worships service, I could worship God with all my heart through in English songs. These songs were a little bit easy because it was already sung through last our class’s morning worship time- Mighty to save, Friend of God, Eagle’s wings.. etc.
Recently, I am learning to obey that step by step, small thing.
I will continually walk toward the glory of God(the day)through obedience to God’s plan, step by step. It also belong the faith walk to serve the worship team at church.
So, I only hope my Lord, Jesus Christ who began a good work in us.
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6
First of all, I want to express about our every Saturday. ^^;
On Saturday early morning we prayed with the word of God and then we start cleaning in the kitchen all together. After finished kitchen cleaning, we continually clean our room and bathroom each one, even our car-but recently we didn't clean our car- also we do the laundry duty through duty for laundry every Saturday. This week I and Shalom was laundry duty.
After finished these works, I think that "My Saturday passed"
anyway.
And then, after a few hour I went to the church for practice the worship song -recently I went to the church by driving our car. When I arrived the church, I heard that someone called kid and then I saw Azzy(I don't know her name's spell) who pastor F's daughter. "Oh! at long last they came back!" they were just pastor F's wife and his daughter. They went on vacation for about three weeks, I have been missing them because his daughter is so cute!!!
Azzy grew up a lot for one month. She looks like K(kindergarten) 4, 5 student. She has big eye just like her father, She almost same her father.
Before the practice, I talked with pastor B who maybe she is a worship leader of team for a short time. She asked me something that how was our life. For example "How long will it take you to stay on Saipan more?" So, I shared about we served as a class-aids at GCA elementary school for one month. She encouraged us that we learned English very fast. We talked for a very short time but I enjoyed this conversation very much. She told to me that thanks for your team’s serving and then we started practice the worship song. The singer was just me alone.
The practice was a little bit difference as compared with some day. It felt some power trough the meeting. It has not any different except she came back.
After finished our practice we had time for prayer a short time, it was also a little bit different because she heard about some prayer requests and she prayed for about them and then she exchanged greeting with us. She told me and Sarah that Joy and Sarah, thank you for you’re joining with us- I couldn’t remember well that what she said exactly to us.
“Oh, she came back!”
I felt some change in our team, but it just one month to serve the worship team so; I know that it was too early to say to a conclusion. But it gave some glad to me but I never expected some person. I only hope our Lord, Jesus Christ who he reign everything, continually.
When this Sunday worships service, I could worship God with all my heart through in English songs. These songs were a little bit easy because it was already sung through last our class’s morning worship time- Mighty to save, Friend of God, Eagle’s wings.. etc.
Recently, I am learning to obey that step by step, small thing.
I will continually walk toward the glory of God(the day)through obedience to God’s plan, step by step. It also belong the faith walk to serve the worship team at church.
So, I only hope my Lord, Jesus Christ who began a good work in us.
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6
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